Someday, maybe there's a day when you don't want to think about that but you have to, you don't want to do that but you have to, you feel tired but you have to wake up, you don't suffered with it but you have to understand it.
And it is called more than just sacrifice, compliance, compassion, and what else. And I see it from a mother (my older sister) who's her toddler got sick and tantrum by the sick. And it just remember me what i've done along ago when I was tantrum and what my mom had done, too (melting). Just impressed with her (mom) once again...
It just another melting moment beside when I saw my older sister struggled in emergency at night waited for her time to give birth her child. The next morning I saw her still struggled too, but she already in VK room, waited for the moment. Actually I just would to visit her, but infact that was the moment. It was the first time for me seeing (in front of me) someone struggled, waited for giving birth her child.
The moment later, after I saw her in VK room, and my mom said I had to call my older sister's husband (to accompanied my sister and see the moment), I just go outside and shocked. I've never seen my older sister been like that before (i can't describe this situation, her expression, the situation is just like the pain more than we can imagine, you just can feel it when you see it, I think. I can't describe it in words).
It came dhuhur pray time when my sister still struggled. I came to mushola done a prayer and suddenly, my tears drop unconsciously. I just saw a power of a mother wanna be. I can't describe my feeling. It showed me how tough is a mother and that is why we have to love love love her a lot.
